More than Life

2005-12-10T12:33:00.000+08:00

finally i could settle down and blog.
and then rush to work.

talking about that,
i'm happy to announce that i've been promoted(:
from four bucks to five!
although still quite little but i'm please.
i shall continue to work hard and earn bonus! lol.
i was late yesterday! by 10 mins and that a bad record already
hmm i need to buck up!!!
and i have been matchmate to one of the guy at my work place!!!
gosh! can't believe they do that!
oh and becos i wear braces i have been called
THE "GANG YA" (han yu ping ying)
then they always makes me produnce words and wei nan wo!
cries*
but afterall i'm begining to like working a little more
at least every morning i dun have to convince my brain to go work. lol.
learn that from the book.
dun keep thinking you have to do but convince your brain why u need to do.
yupp something like that.
oh and i realise that i do do reflections.
not like those in school whereby "girls it time for reflections"
that sucks. lol. no offences thou.

i left with 100 bucks only. when i just took my pay like last few weeks.
spend on christmas presents and the scrapbook materials.
i haven even bought myself anything!!! sadist hur?
more cries*
the scrapbook material cost me over 130 dollars! when it only papers and papers
the reason is it ACID FREE
acid plays a major role in destorying the album.
a great deal more to learn and i'm preparing to learn that from eve!
the two kind sis helped me and my sis in the album!
my sis and her sis were great partners!!!
how great? hmm totally crazy and toally opp from me and eve
but one thing that is similar, we laughed easily.
the whole shop was shaken by our laughter.
but anyway THANK YOU eve cum sis.
kind souls goes to heaven(:

4NA RESULTS COLLECTING ON 16 DEC
LOOK INTO NEWSPAPERS OR NEWS FOR THE TIME!

2005-11-25T14:13:00.000+08:00

i have a better offer for job.
actually i'm attracted due to the wages.
everyone in the family thinks i should take up the offer.
but what about my current job?
i don't have the courage to say i'm quitting for a job that have better wages
they are really nice people that i can't bear to leave
but my objective of working is to earn sufficiant for my next yr expanses.
i'm troubled.
next month is hallmarks most busy month and i'm already elated to be in their list to work next month.
and since they going to plan the time and i backout last min it gonna cause alot of trouble for regina. i'm problematic.
see how things goes after i speak to my friend.
afterall i only left two days to decide.

i have the desire not to return to school
maybe i have been thinking too much
but the fact that all my other friends are leaving for poly and jc while i'm still stuck in school.
it just that every morning i have to walk past poly students that may be the same age as me?
forget it yanna, slow people needs one year and it no big deal!
HA! i'm talking to myself again. oh well i can do better than those people out there(:
i think so.

(i have been having dreams that our class will have the top 3 pointers in Singapore, even mediacrops came and interviewed! LOL~)

2005-11-15T16:00:00.000+08:00

through work i know many kinds of people.
and their different styles of working and even handling customers
i'm a human afterall therefore i do also prefer working with certain people
maybe because as 16 i'm not look upon as capable nor someone that they would talk to as an adult.
it such a sad thing. they think 16 yrs old girl cannot think like an adult?
i guess they are so terribly wrong.
hello people out there, people are like getter smarter so dun undersitmate 16 yrs old students!

dad came back from Italy and bought us chocolate and gummys.
and bought mum christain dior perfumes! I wan that too.
it wasn't that interesting there cos it was just a small town near the port.
it was such a blessing that i didn't go and stayed in Singapore.
i guess eve was right(:
my sis will be coming back tomorrow from shanghai and i'm so exciting to meet her,
and most importantly to see what goodies she bought.
girlgirl is gona go crazy tmr night. she missed her like hell lot.
everyday waiting at the door steps.
oh well tmr is going to come real soon.

since next yr is my O lvl yr and my dad sailing yr
it going to be a busy yr.
no time to spare for any travelling.
therefore we decided to go somewhere this yr.
after talking and searching the web we found that we do not have enough money
our ideal destination was Taipei.
so since situation do not allow us we will go to Bintan.
which is so much cheaper.
dad then can save some money clearing debts.
and i can fork out my salaries for the trip(:
have to wait till everyone agreed so then we can start planning.
but i already got things planned up in my head.
i just can't wait!
it been so stressful this yr and it good to be away to some place different and quiet.
where troubles are taken by the sound of the waves and laughter.
i can go for tanning in the beach.
spa in the afternoon.
seafood feast at night.
envy envy envy?
HA! later turn out not going i'm really gona laugh my heads off.

1 more month to results!
i've been thinking.
what if i mean really what if
they mixed up my papers with other people scripts
or i didn't shade my otas properly
and when i got back my results i scored really bad?
would that be possible?
i'm scare that it will happen to me
anything is possible.
someone just tell me that i'm thinking too much.
cos things in my dream do come true sometimes!

2005-11-06T00:40:00.000+08:00

i will post east coast photo next week.
sorry for the delay but i'm busy:(

went to tiong market to eat
and had many many things srewed up.
forgot to take mum's atm card
locked the main door when not suppose to.
therefore had to make a u-turn when we were already in the cabby
taxis driver went wrong direction
sis changed all her money when not suppose
dad was really pissed that things were not going by plan.
it was terrible.
stopping every min for lectures.

but when we reached great world
things went smoothly(:
catched just like heaven.
it was great.
i was laughing and crying
i guessed everyone enjoyed the movie just like i did.

went WH to buy top.
my sis needs it for shanghai trip.
gosh! she took havle an hour to try.
everytime she take off her clothes and put it on she must take 1 min to look into the mirror and adjust her hair. i was so so fustrated. She is super VAIN! arughhh

met up with simone after that to pass her the glove
then headed to the airport.
dad going to italy without me! :(
so sad! no money no go.
drank coffee before we send him off
had watery eyes seeing him walked into the departure entrance.
have to REN my tears till home.
my sis cried la. haha. she was so funny.

mum went crazy at home.
screaming at every single thing
she really cannot take stress.
i guess she will go crazy one day.
she said she is gonna cane us if we are not going to listen to her
or do the housechore.
oh please....how old are we already.
i'm screaming inside.
can i just hire a maid and solve everything.
so i can have my peace back.
since my sis is flying off tmr,
the house only left with mum little sis and me.
the war is coming.

2005-11-02T23:20:00.000+08:00

hello. i miss my blog!
wake up.
bath.
eat.
work.
home.
sp.
BORING ARRRRR
everyday like tt.
i can just die.
open house on friday and i can't make it
don't know how to explain to them again
i been poning duties.
bad bad conuncillor.

tt dao supervior seems to be more friendly each day.
let see.
i want my pay
have to wait till next month.
so so long
i wanna cry.

2005-10-29T11:13:00.000+08:00

went wif purse to town and eat.
we bought mickey ear stud.
it was so super cute.
and i bought two watches.
the black one spoil la
the time stop at 5!
gotto go back to change. so mafan

i wan more outings again
i wan more mickey stuff! haha
I MISS MY MINNIE PURSE!!!!
MICKEY MISS YOU! (:

2005-10-27T10:01:00.000+08:00

standing for 9 hours is no joke
i nearly wouldn't stand up when i sat in the mrt on my way home
many many things to remember
like where the stocks are kept
the price of the products
the dicounts the promotions
the membership cards
i can just go mad with those
and i have yet master the skills of gift wrapping.
arughhhhhh
the other staffs are nice people
and today im working with the super dao supervisor.
my nice supervisor just warned me that she can be nasty with newcomers
i'm dead for sure. since i'm super blur and super deaf
i hate this. i wish i nv have to work with her la.

the phone rang in the morning. and i was in bed
so i didn't pick up
but it kept ringing and ringing non stop
i went over and saw 6477....... at the id
and tot maybe it mdm lim
but she called yesterday already.
so i checked for yesterday id
but my mum deleted all
so i kept waiting waiting
and the phone kept ringing and ringing
and then it went off
mins over gwen msg me "are you gng school tmr? mdm lim called me"
haha luckily i nv pick up that call.
or else she gonna say " school haven ends you work so early. come to school!!!"
but anyway we going to sch tmr. since it the last day and most importantly havle day(:
just hope that they won't put me for work tmr.

i was thinking. maybe all the money i earn i should just save it.
either- save all in bank
or- pay for my remaining dental fees
or- give my daddy to pay debts
or- use it for my daily allowances for next yr

in either ways i just dun undertand why the concept of spending it to buy all the stuffs i wanted; never occurs to me. maybe those are really hard earned money that i wouldn't bear spending it!
i'm actually saving here haha
maybe i should save some, pay debts and leave some for my own. yup.
that should be it.
i just sovle the problem myself while typing.
i can muti task(:

meeting eve and rest for lunch at redhill market.
i really got to say this
cos she miss me hahahaa
(maybe say miss me as an excuse to eat at the market?)

but anyway i do miss them. espl'y eve
haha duno she notice anot.
after i work, our daily conversation on the phone stopped.
and the converencing with pop jo and eve.
and the farm!
I MISS YOU PEOPLE!

2005-10-24T12:03:00.000+08:00

nov is gona be a busy month for me.
i'm working almost every day.
AND that means i will have to miss celebrating with nov babys!
that so saddening.

i'm so scare! tmr will be the day!
oh my gosh.
every morning i wake up thinking that i'll be late for work when i'm actually not working at all
what the hell. i'm i having post working systoms?
i'm always asking
..will i get scolded if i'm too blur
..will they dislike me
..what if customer complains
..what if i broke stuff
..do i have to dine alone
i seriously hate this.

going out to great world later to get white polo
and to accompany jo to look for job.
i'm so glad i found one.
dun wanna be like last yr spend the whole day looking
but end up no one call me up.
dad la. dun allow me go gym.
if i dun go now next time i will have no time
i'm a very busy busy person!

dad called leslie and he said he is a really nice guy.
-_- of course la. teachers have to be really nice infront of parents.
but i still likes him! haha

2005-10-23T14:46:00.000+08:00

went citylink for job hunting since the childcare didn't need help
eve was kind enough to spare me some of her shopping hours to accompany me.
intially we wanted to ask for jobs in happy house
and ended up in hallmark, which is only two shops away
there was a sign requesting for superviors. so i decided to walk away.
but eve told me to double check to try my luck
and that how i got my job at my first attempt! ((:
oh well i will only be working 2 days per week and only during christmas time i will get busy since everyone will be getting christmas presents.
will have to spend some of my chalet days working since i got a job now.
and eve, i will still be having christmas dinner with you guys dun worry.
eve was like helping me to get a longer dayoff kinda thing so she can have me for christmas period. it was so funny.

after that we walked around the mall and i was pretty shorts, but i din buy it.
ate at Han's. it been so long ever since i ate black pepper steak.
the lunch was worth it.
as usual was toking alot with eve and made her think quite a bit ahhaha
then rushed to bugis.
met simone on the mrt! she wanted to meet us but she was in simei then. and fate bring us together by letting us meet in the mrt in the same bunk! haha.
many many many people alighted at bugis.
i was telling eve that since when bugis upgraded itself?
didn't have much time to shop cause of the bbq
eve invited me to her church bbq, but to join people that she herself dun know haha.
to accompany josco? then three of us were bbqing while they played games.
bbqing was fun and not very fun. i was fanning so hard tat i almost get scolded by eve
josco as usual was crapping and most of the time i could not understand wad he was saying.
i guess only eve knows(:
one suprising thing about those people there are that apperances of theirs are very deciving.
i tot one of the girl was actually primary school student but turns out to be JC student. pretty shocking and eye opener for me. but they are really nice people!
joke time was simply too interesting for me to leave since i have to reach home early.
all the uncle type of jokes and the lame kind.
i guess i enjoy the day(:
thanks to eve and company(:
ilovemyjob(:

2005-10-21T20:28:00.000+08:00

Sentosa(:

2005-10-15T17:31:00.000+08:00

claudia's birthday photos
http://photobucket.com/albums/v606/yan_na/claudia%20birthday/?start=all
pls don't edit any of the photos inside. tks.

2005-10-13T12:15:00.000+08:00

hoilday planner
sentosa
steamboat at marina
pool and bowling
sushi

green shorts
white blouse
jackets
bracelet
skirt
bracelet

birthday

2005-10-13T11:53:00.000+08:00

Yesterday went over to claudia's house for birthday party!
ate lots and lots of food. I love the chicken wings and sauage! yummy(:
haha i was like the pig there and gwen kept giving me food.
watched the maid. not as scary as wad nat said it was.
oh and many people that went to her toilet got stuck inside and i'm one of them. haha
honey nv lock the door properly then when i opened i saw her pulling up her pants haha
and i got a new boyfriend. NIGEL! cluadia's brother. so claudia now is my sister-in-law?
he stick to me where ever i go. haha
i kissed purse yesterday too! haha duno why. but it for fun only. her face was super red la.
juli bought initial D cd, okay i got to say tt movie is damn boring. i walked off after 15 mins.
haha went to eat of course.
oh cluadia's birthday cake was so pretty. it a jewelly box.
must have costed a bomb.
and we ate such a pretty thing. sign.

claudia: princess! i have one more present for u. i forgot to bring it on your birthday. tt present is from amanda. remember to get it from me okay. oh btw i really enjoyed myself. and i'm looking forward to watch the sound of thunder. oh btw i miss nigel haha

jar and amanda: hey people lets have more outing. going out with u guys are so much fun! oh btw steamboat and sentosa next week((:

went home quite early. and we waited for years for the bus 200 to come
me and jo went to the playground after that cause i dun wanna go home so early.
saw the scary old house! really freaks me out.
jo was like stop thinking about it then you'll be okay haha.

jo: lets have more playground session(: haha

2005-09-24T20:38:00.000+08:00

HOLLAND with porpors!
studied chem and math?
yesss all my hatred subjects!

i want to go tanned too...
too bad i having that thing
nvm i shall go after Ns.
i planned my activites after Ns already((:
but i guess like wad pop said end up we will only do one or two then give excuses like no money haha
i wanna have chalet with all sec 4 NA people. Juli planning christmas party! haha i'm so excited!
gosh! Ns haven even started and i'm planning already...

should i just go straight to the point and stop beating around the bushes?
...yes or no?

2005-09-23T22:32:00.000+08:00

Summer has come and passed
The innocent can never last
wake me up when september ends

like my fathers come to pass
seven years has gone so fast
wake me up when september ends

here comes the rain again
falling from the stars
drenched in my pain again
becoming who we are

as my memory rests
but never forgets what I lost
wake me up when september ends

ring out the bells again
like we did when spring began
wake me up when september ends

like my father's come to pass
twenty years has gone so fast
wake me up when september end

i'm so confused. really i am.
someone give me an answer please.
why thing will turn out to be like that
should i even take that route?
will i end up getting lost?

where are you? im miss you

2005-09-21T01:22:00.000+08:00

had lunch at redhill market with my gossip partner after sch
spend the whole afternoon chatting away at the playground.
planned to study but end up talking. can't escape from woman's best; gossipping
found out a BIG and SHOCKING serect! bang wall*
can't believe it. neither would the rest if they were to know.but too bad i'm not gona tell them! no way! cos i promised someone not to tell.
Studied for a full solid three hours. I'm so proud of myself. At least i'm back to the kan chong mood? haha! need to pressure myself to get things going...yanna can only work under pressure!
although not going school i'm gona miss the 4J, recess time and after sch although it jus one day. I'm too addicted to school life.
OH today stalker pull my pants down infront of like everyone! i wore panty with a big cartoon cat behind..so embarrassing cos both nat saw and i duno who else saw! but i know when i pulled stalker's pant down she was wearing a red panty! her lucky colour! she fell onto the floor..haha not because i pushed her but because she wanna cover her panty! so funny can! but i promise that won't happan again cos it was during the lower sec recess~~~
EVE- I MISS YOU SO MUCH! PLEASE GET WELL SOON OKAY...IT PAINS ME HEARING YOUR 'SEXY' VOICE OVER THE PHONE! love ya very much and you know it! so treat me to pizzahut hahah!

2005-09-20T00:16:00.000+08:00

Love is always patient and kind
It is never jealous
Love is never boastful or conceited
It is never rude or selfish
It does not take offense and is not resentful
Love takes no pleasure in other people's sins
but delights in the truth
It is always ready to excuse, to trust, to hope and to endure

Maybe God has a bigger plan than that i had for myself
He sent you to me because i', sick and help me through all these
You're my angel

He taught me everything about life. hope and the long journey ahead.
I'll always miss him
But our love is like the wind
I can't see it
But i can feel it.
I love you.

2005-09-18T18:31:00.000+08:00

just watched 'a walk to remember' and brought back lots of memories that i have spend with him. I seemed to be watching our story being played and how both of the stories came to an end. If daddy wasn't sitting there i would burst into tears. I'm sure he felt it too, because he knew what i went through.
"You're my Angel" The engagement, the wishes, sickness and the death. I have been drown in saddness for three long years. And watching this movie brings back all the pain and sorrows.
"Love is like the wind, you can't see it but you can feel it" Do i really feel it? Or is it just emptyness? Facing death is a terrible thing and i admit i almost wouldn't handle it without the help of God.
He changed my life, he makes me feel that i'm different and most importantly he gave me love. Now that i have been spending life without him does that means that life had lost it's meaning?
If i'm living life happily it would only be because of him and my family. Life still goes on right although i keep myself numb to aviod being hurt. I'm tired of living such live. Like what one of the movie character said 'when your love ones death, it hard to open up your heart and love again' time shall prove the statement.
haha first time getting emotional on blog. oh well! i miss school! i wanna get on with life!
Thanks Nat for recommanding this movie. I love you and i miss you alot darling(:

2005-09-17T12:33:00.000+08:00

dreamt about her her her and her.
dreamt about fireworks
dreamt about yellow school bus
dreamt about president Nahan?
haha wierd dream? OF COURSE IT IS!

2005-09-16T18:38:00.000+08:00

15 sep
It my PERVERT's birthday
and we went town to watch movie
L O N G E S T YARD!
with STALKER! eve seok pop and the other joanne haha
oh the movie was great! i was laughing my heads off! can't stand those sissy! haha! but i have to admit that some looks pretty haha.
me and jo was like molesting pop during the show, who tell her to sit in between the two stalkers.
i guess everyone enjoyed the show(: i dun mind watching it again lol.
i wanna watch sound of thunder! can all the lit girls go watch together pls? but someone treat me first. haha! who will be the kind soul and bring nana for movie? keke
16 sep
rained heavily this morning and got myself drenched. got free Mars chocolate from Anna! thank you Anna(:(i think i forgot to thank you when i took it from u haha) was quite a boring day today, that becauses lesson bored me out. Mr poon have pms today! and nat got scolded haha so funny can...she was like smiling when Mr poon scolding her. haha
talking about that remind me of Natasha! i swear i won't tell her anything that she missed out! everytime i tell her something she will turn the whole thing around and embarrased me! the two nat is really capable was adding spice to storys. so lesson learnt- dun ever listen to their rubbish! especially those in lower sec. will get cheated by them haha!
ohoh tom yam today! yummy! spicy! went with pursey, pop, dear and nutty haha! nut was practically crying when eating the tom yam noodle. haha!
i miss my morning partner, jar and honey! why they never come to school?
dating partner: hey i miss you!!! oh btw i got your account prelims paper. remember to get it from me! and your chem tys is in eve locker. do u even know it in there? haha ok cya in school on monday!
braces partner, sharon: hey u stupid tall tall person keep disturbing about tag board! haha! now that i have a tag board in my handbook. u should start tagging there alright? haha meanwhile i shall still continue to 'flirt' with you to make them jealous haha!!!
stalker: haha i don't know if u will see this but anyway i'm bored! i love my stalker!!! haha! stalker love her stalker very very much! and yanna dun have s stalker expect for u this stalker? haha! stalker we will start studying like next week so u sure about joining us?

I'M DANGEROUS DO NOT TRUST ME JUST BECAUSE I LOOKS INNOCENT! sign off as alicia lin shi qi baby monster poppy haha just kidding(:

2005-09-14T00:49:00.000+08:00

didn't go school today, and not planning to go tomorrow either.
just felt that school work is not that intensive and there is plenty of space for slacking. well it would be weird if i'm the only one revising. revise at home better.
eve almost convinced me of going but somehow i still wanna give myself a break.
did geog math and bio. was really disappointed with my geog marks. i expected more as usual. so while doing my geog revision, gave up havle way through since how hard i work my result still remain unchange. math was as usual, didn't know how to do quite a number of sum so give up too.
did facial for dad at night and charge him 150 bucks. ha! but of course he didn't pay me. but i will go after him for the money!
can't wait for saturday to come. i wanna play with candles.
oh i got a really nice dream yesterday, with two cute twin guys? haha they are my neighbour but i never see them before. so i pictured them in my dream yesterday. i wanna have that dream again, it was so sweet okay. haha! i think the telepohone call woke me up!
i also can't wait for princess claudia birthday although it like oct 11 but im just so exciting about it! haha oh btw i'm going to watch sound of thunder this thursday!!! hurray! Finally okay! i wanted to watch that so badly. so shall i go watch in threatre or her house? lets see if i got enough pocket money since daddy give me only 200 for this month.

2005-09-10T14:58:00.000+08:00

pop came and we were playing neopet games! although some games was kinda kiddy but it was fun playing it especially when two players were involved. my younger sis played one of the puzzle game with us and won most of the time. And this makes her happy to a certain extent of being too convident and not humble anymore. it really pissed me off, i mean she does that most of the time. a small girl like her acting this way wouldn't bring her far in the future. my family members know about it but i guess no one seems to be able to put a stop to such behaviour. oh btw pop, the long distance runner story that i'm talking about is similar to these. to win tt game is important to her future development. haha got it?
played badminton and was laughing my heads off. pop had a special way of hitting the shuttle and with her girlish acts. but she did improved alot by the end of the day! at least her shuttle blew more than 20 cm? haha(: well praticse make perfect! ting improved quite abit. was really amazed with her strokes she just needs more time to polish up.
this whole week i was sleeping eating playing and not studying. how can! but seriously i got no mood to study after studying so hard for my ss Ns. no more fuels for me to use. and fuels reminds me of chem hydrocarbon! arugh!
today suppose to invite my primary school friend over for a little chat and for my mum to have a good look at him since he grew more charming? haha! but went to borders instead cause i was pestering dad to bring me there yesterday night. found two interesting books, all about China dynasty; happenings in the palace and life in there. caught up with these kind of books due to the geisha book that i just finished. getting to know someone life is really amazing when compared to yours. i was thought i lead the hardest part of life but it comforting when i'm not. haha! especially interest in the happenings and story in the palace due to my trip to the palace once. it grand and pictures do speaks a thousand words.
have crabs for dinner tonight. and that the dinner i'm looking forward to. at least i called that good food. it rare of us to eat such food in diffcult time like these. and i certainly looking forward to it-two more hours to go!
evelynchang you know how much we miss you! haha! i really agreed that it weird not spending the hoildays together since we're together most of the time in sch(: but we know u busy la! u take care of youself kies and i wanna see you in good shape when sch reopen!
poppop!!! badminton rawks man! haha. next time i book court so we can play a proper game since u master the basic already. wad a fast learner. haha pls note that i'm a good teacher tt why!
natasha dear! hey hey called u but u are away at granny's chocolate house! really makes me envy you. oh btw i saw gurpreet! she grew fatter and her boobs were like ooh! haha i mean B.I.G. i mean i'm just shocked seeing her la.
purselyn Jillian tan did i spell yr name correctly? lets have tom yam steamboat when sch reopens. i'm craving for it! yummy~~~

2005-09-10T14:56:00.000+08:00

i love her!

2005-09-08T20:10:00.000+08:00

entry that is made to kill time

2005-09-08T14:12:00.000+08:00

i don't know if anyone would be as wierd as me
but i certainly think i'm wierd!
i want to go out and have fun but them fact was that i'm too lazy to even step out of my house door. not even mentioning going to eve housing at Marsling. but i'm so sick and tired of staying home. staring into the ceiling doing nothing but hoping that money drop down from the sky so i have sufficient to spend.

i have been getting myself quite into Geisha books and movie.

I mean last time i totally had a wrong concept of what is a geisha. A movie is coming out in december 'memorise of a geisha' acted by zhang zhiyi gong li and some other actor. i saw the preview and it simply breathtaking. i mean the book that you're been reading came real! haha! that really amazing. even sound of thunder is coming out. i so want to go watch!
i want to get more books to read. i'm not really a bookworm that stick my nose into books but i enjoy it most of my time. But that does depend on wat books; no way if it school textbook! haha strong protest first!

kinda miss the floorball games that we use to play in school, it been really long ever since we really played since prelims started. oh well i believe we can get back to it after our Ns!!! and form a floorball team(:

Nat hugged me the min i entered the audi and tt really like WOW. shocked me of course. haha! but i think that was sweet(: frankly i miss her too, very much. but well each of us seems to be busy with our work and programmes and i see no point of disturbing her so we ended up quite distance from each other. but afterall we understand(:

poppop and eve! oh they been such a dear to me since prelims started and ended and during Ns preparation. i'm soso lucky to have them as my friends! i mean we just brighten up each other days with just one phone call! hahas! EVE pls pls next time beg yr daddy so u can come up and play with us and go shopping! I WANNA GO PLAY AT THE ARCADE!
purse was so funny when we went town together with eve. haha 'strawberry shortcake went up to eve nose!' haha!!!

stupid sis dun let me go play badminton with her friend now i'm all alone doing nothing but cursing her. hope she lose her game badly and break her legs haha...no way i'm tt evil. i dun wan her to break her legs or else who do housework for me hah!

2005-09-06T20:17:00.000+08:00

HOW LUCKY CAN WE GET!
all the chapter came out! woohoo.
i love merger i love industrial i love KBE!
HAHAs!
i'm so happy.
wooohssss
but i didn't finish the last SBQ qn. but nvm la haha

2005-09-04T16:09:00.000+08:00

progressing pretty well. my brain seems to have collected many many notes about industries and Singapore. Potentially a business women next time.
instint keeps telling me that the three chapters that i'm studying won't be coming out. i'm so worried. i don't know if i should follow my instint and learn northern ireland. but it too much of notes to memorise already. i'm exhusted already. memory power exceeded long time and im not mentally prepared.
hello if u think sitting for a major exam is a simple task you are very wrong. not only you must be mentally ready you must also be healthy. what i meant is u wont' want to sit in the examination hall coughing and sneezing right. Frankly i'm already not feeling well. Din have good night sleep due to the stress

went through my old diary and my heart went sinking right away. my past isn't an exciting one nor would i say is a dull one. But somehow i always question mysel, when all these misery will end. and my answer will always be; when time comes it will.
it really amazing how human life can be and how short it is. you see this person today but tomorrow she is gone forever. it really makes me wonder and ponder why there are still people that do not cherish such a short life. haha i guess i am getting no where with all these questioning that i never can answer myself.
no doubt i still holding on to some hope. Although people calls tt stupit i prefer it as my only memories.

2005-09-01T21:02:00.000+08:00

four more days yanna! wake up and study please
why must we have exams during the hoilday. not fair. i wanna go play too.
i'm just so tired and stress with school work. i wanna have a break off.
someone please take me out of singapore! i wanna go bali. haha

2005-08-26T18:28:00.000+08:00

one more week to SS N level paper.i'm pretty stress now. So much things yet so little time. Ever since prelims ended i have been spending much time relaxing myself more time getting back to the normal routine.it not like i don't want to but because it just seems to be a normal reaction to relax after the stressful weeks of prelims.
got back two paper and i did well. at least all my effort was paid off. and that does prove that i'm not that blur afterall although i spend havle off my time running to people for help and being laughed at because i asked either stupit questions or because i don't know how to do a particular questions. results comforted me in many ways and woke me up somehow that i should be working extreme hard at subjects tt i'm pretty weak in especially math, chem and account.
not forgeting pop and eve.although like many others tt vomitted blood when teaching me i appreciated their help. most importantly if it not because of them i won't pass my sub. THANK DARLINGS! I LOVE YOU TWO^^ haha and i mean it okay. dun have the misconception of the ^^ haha.we shall work hard again for Ns
school has been fine just that it seemed to me tt i am always dozing off during lessons. it never happen to me before. maybe i'm too tired. but..i slept early you know. how can? maybe i sleepwalk at night and do something tt why so tired haha.
played number game today.like where ever we go we play. haha seok always the unlucky one that guessed the number correctly. poor girl she got marker ink all over her hands. hmm i should saboh claudia the next time. haha.

2005-08-12T22:16:00.000+08:00

nothing would be more nervous than collecting my O level result.
the excitment and fear was so much more than anything
the fear have been collecting ever since jessica told me that i will be getting the results today
and the pressure was finally off my shoulder when i broke into tears in the mist of telling daddy my result
to many of my friends they were happy for me however i was not satifised with myself. i wanted more. An A2 perhaps. however i wasn't really tt disappointed with myself as i expected myself to just get an C5 but i did better. i counted that as luck but dad said it my ability.
I got a merit for my oral, and that shocked me. I seriously think that i srewed up for the oral but it turns out to be unexpected! oh well if i did better i would have gotton a distintion!
should i retake? or should i not? i'm so confuse. someone please tell me should i!!!to those that passed：CONGRATZ (:

2005-08-09T22:24:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE
oh the fireworks are so pretty.
so magnificiant.
it so near to us and almost drop on my head haha
people around us were like clapping their hands and mum and melissa were screaming
i wanted to join them but i was video taking it
i almost cry...of joy of course
it so so beautiful.
i shall watch it again during new yr!
FIREWORKS

2005-08-08T23:30:00.000+08:00

Happy birthday!
i hope u are still around to hear that.

Flag day

2005-08-07T22:07:00.000+08:00

flag day was at toa payoh hub.
went to town and took mrt there.
went to get a hot spot and started 'business'
well i think it held at the wrong timing as
it clashes with the NKF incident
it so obvious tat singaporeans lose their convident in
donating or they doubt this organisation tat we helped
came across this lady that said all these organistion is a big liar
that cheat on their money. although she didn't said it
infront of me but i overheard her conversation
it hitted me hard on my face. well since my purpose
is to helped those cancer people i bear all these.
my small grp was great and we really tried our best.
jar was shy but she is a brave girl. haha tat of course she is my partner OKAY!
i'm so so proud of my partner(: many smiles.
pop did well. her's was the heaviest. full of 1cents and 5cents haha
after going back to school we went to far east to eat chicken rice.
it $3.30 so expensive. most expensive chicken rice i ever eaten.
although it nice but i dun think it worth tt much

at first i thought i'm the only person tt thinks she changed
but i'm not. people tt understand her better than i do thinks so too.
we don't know it for the good or for the bad but it certainly not the right way.
our sendiments are correct. and it up to her to decide and think since she
has such a strong pride. tt may be the only reason why i never approach her
and tell her about her behaviour. i trust tt one day she will think about it and change.

mugging these few days.
math.bio.chem thenm back to math and bio.
one more week away and i'm feaking out.
post exam fears.

his birthday coming. should i escape?

life is tt boring

2005-07-27T21:06:00.000+08:00

prelims are 2 weeks away
already feeling tired
wanna miss one day but dad didn't agree to it
i'm very tired.
so many test so many work
it seems tt time is running out real soon.
studied with eve honey dear and girlfriend at harbour
study session there was meaningful
learnt account and i really can remember
DEBTOR-customer~oh eve and honey are u proud of me haha

class was boring maybe was affected.
i don't know.
i just look forward to reccess.being me, yanna.
oh well i'm suddenly so afraid of ppl. of their true self. it too dangerous.

cried today. because of him.
something not right about him, i don't know what.
can't bear him to go but i can't. it just my selfish reason.
wish him all the best, theres really nothing i can do

miss training so much.
but gotto study.
iwanttrainingbadly

just want to be myself so badly.
i'm crying inside
screaming so loud tt i'm bursting soon.
can you hear me? can you?

racial harmony

2005-07-23T14:39:00.000+08:00

Racial harmony was fun!
wore qi pao~i'm proud to be a chinese okay!
nat looked damn HOT in her black halter!
gwen looks funky with her custome matching with high tops
claudia looked pretty wif her pretty skirt
nat the 2nd looked elegant with her purple outlook
purse was my orange girl for tt day!
joanne got a nice top! i want. i want.
joebelle was the cutest of all
seok looks cool
pop is malay princess aka boy.
eve was my twin after my qi pao
jar my lovely white partner!

i was in for the most elegant competition
haha it was scary!!!
didn't win but was so HAPPY tt my class people were cheering for me
THANK YOU TO THOSE TT CHEER FOR ME ESPLY EVE AND COMPANY
ELMO AND THEIR DANCE GROUP!
oh btw gratz to 2E for the sexy dance. haha i'm proud of u guys man haha

2005-07-18T22:10:00.000+08:00

school didn't start off well today.
math class wasn't as fun as usual but still i love math lesson(:
nat happily didn't on her alarm clock and so she didn't come school
well like wad we expected today the atmosphere was abit tense.
somehow through this incident it make me realised traits that i never see in my friend
both good and bad. disappointing though.
well i guess it over now. at least for now.
i can concentrate on my school work.

really wanna go on wed to see her dance competition!
so want to go！
duno if dad would allow me to go out at tt time.
but i'm really scare to go to such places esp'ly it my first time alone! haha
i'm still a innocent girl you see (:

annoyed today by somebody.
really pissed and pissed
well i didn't show it; of course i shouldn't
but she is such a cold blooded freak.
supported by many people; just adding on to the number only
arughhh can't stand her. the sight of her make me sick!

friday i'm on duty!!!
wat the heck!
i thought i can be 'duty free'
haix. so sad.
why why why!!!

2005-07-15T22:46:00.000+08:00

love them!

angels of my life

BIG family!

potential nerds!

sitting partners

2005-07-15T22:03:00.000+08:00

i'm very worried and confused now.
my heart is sinking and my heart goes all the way for her.
she must have been very sad and depress but we did it for the good of everyone.
her tears drown me and i'm trying have my head above the water.
it hard for everyone and especially for her.
we felt bad but we really hope that she can understand.
in fact she is too dear to be hurt.
is it too much for her?
i think it not totally her fault but whose fault? No one i guess.
"you fall and you stand up" that for you.
prelims is coming and i really hope that you can get over it as fast as you can.
this matter is not gona change anything. we will all still be friends like we did before.

listening comprehension was okay. but was distracted for a moment. was thinking of her and the 'talk'. lin cried after the paper cos she was distracted from the start of the paper.
felt sad for her but there is nothing i can help but to comfort her.

today is my last training cause prelims are coming
so sad! i love training okay! and i love miss queak? haha
she is funky man!
well i WILL REALLY MISS TRAINING!
sign* in fact i'm missing training right now.
okay i'm crazy.

the dance was great. it got us so high.
she is damn cute la when she did the dance.
haha and nat went crazy over her.
tt spells trouble ar? haha
had alot of fun at audi.
we were like gossiping about the dancers and laughing at their funny steps and action
haha can't help it you see.

watched son of the mask and it damn freaking funny!
watched birth too and it the first show i don't understand!!!
but it the best show i ever watched this year.
and harry potter show is coming out soooonn. i think!
i'm crazy over shows.
i wanna watch fantastic 4, the island and war of the world!
can the sky drop 30 bucks for me to watch?or anybody kind to treat me? haha

2005-07-10T23:10:00.000+08:00

i miss training! seriously for the first time i miss training.
mainly because we had a new coach. oh well i miss her training although i only attended once.
hehe(laughing in deep thoughts)
rented five cd from tiong new branch.
can't wait to watch all of them!
school tomorrow. one word to describle BORING.
but one thing for sure it eve pop purse nat honey and claudia who are my motivation to go to sch.
school is boring without them! haha!
chinese oral on tuesday. and i'm SCARE! very very triple scare. hope it will be as fine as my eng oral
mum working went fine. think she like it there and i hope she will stays in tt job or else it will be her 5th time changing.
her timing clashes with ours and that where trouble comes in.
who fetch my little sis.
me and my sis agreed tat we have to skip training alternatly to fetch her. oh man!
after school straight home! tt boring! but like wat my dad said we have to! so i shall be a good girl and be daddy's girl

2005-07-09T15:20:00.000+08:00

she is good!

so shy!

(:

vinteeta and me!

our spirt!

PULL!

mrs lim trying her luck

reach for the ball!

((:

2005-07-08T20:11:00.000+08:00

we had a new coach! she is a ex theresian and she look like guy man!
her boobs is like totally FLAT! flatter than mine leh haha!
she is strict however she does not mantain this kind of attitude for long. like she will joke or be comical. afterall i think i like her haha!
she can really speaks well! but the way she talk kinda not in the right way from my point of view.
N' level english oral today and everything went smooth! but i was strembling, but after that it went quite smooth.
conversation part was like WOO i made it! haha! really hope they will pass me! the guy examiner is funky! i like him man. haha and i think he will be the nice guy giving me good grades!
for those that haven't take their oral: don't worry too much cause the examiner will make you feel comfortable just relax can already! haha!

sick!

2005-06-25T13:46:00.000+08:00

down with fever the past three days!
first it was throat infection that made me barely slept for 5 hours
then fever. fever was alright but not untill noon when it went higher and higher
my highest temp was like 40.8! was forced into bathtube-cold water+ICE! freaky cold, shivering like crazy.
bright day light i was like shivering untill i was covered with 5 blankets with no fans or air con. vomited and didn't eat anything.just felt myself floating up and down like as if i'm flying.
my folks said tanning was one of the cause of the fever. really? haha
well i almost become retarded like the Dayang! haha
school is reopening and my cough and flu have yet to recover. will have to call nat to wear protective mask on monday.

2005-06-22T11:02:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ELAINE((:
Tuesday.
woke up early and went to grandma house.
reached there at 10 plus super early
went to the pinao and started learning the notes that i last stopped
evening time took a nap.
woke up at 7 to watch tv and have dinner.
then took some pictures.

our family sun wu kong!

pro pro playing!

cousins!

all sound so boring.
then went to swensens((:
all 10 of us went there to have our 2nd dinner
ordered fish n chips pasta and earthquake!
so fun man! we were taking pic while waiting and cursing the waitress for their poor services.
finally foods came! we ate everything up like as if we starved for days.
and everything add up to 100 bucks plus! wow!
felt really bad to have my auntie to pay. thanks auntie! erm will you be reading this even?ahah

nothing better to do

haha my sis finger so short make the star so ugly

food!

ice cream! yummy!

2005-06-20T18:27:00.000+08:00

oral went pretty alright! just knew i won't fail.
asked many many questions, most of them are stupit questions.
like-how you learn history-_-
hmmm i learn history when i'm shitting in the toliet?
tt stupit question, through books internet libaray people la!

went out town after tt with jaryne,amanda,nat,stacey,pop,claudia,juli,geri and ml!
suppose to go for buffet style steamboat thought it was like 8.90 per person but turns out to be 29 bucks per person! super ex la. end up in pastamania. me and nat shared a pizza and i had problem eating it cos of my braces and the rubber thinggy that made my font teeth loose and painful!
then nat pop claudia and i went to watch mr and mrs smith. freaking nice la. they both look hot especially brad! he is super cute haha!
after the show i was suppose to head right back home but mum called to ask me to buy stuff so i took free taxis ride with claudia and pop to bugis. went to super market and pick te heaviest bejing cabbage! weigh the cabbage so many times! it was like 17 cents per kg so while i was walking to the counter i realised that atm card can't pay for a small amt like tt. pop was on the way down to meet me and my phone batt went flat. now i got no money no hp! i stood there with holding the cabbage like how i hold my netball and tossing it around while waiting for them to come. everyone gave me weird stares like as if i'm planning to steal tt cabbage!
so i walked around and around the cold storage with the cabbage feeling lost and more lost. and they were playing the song me and mrs jones! finally pop and guys appeared and save me and my cabbage! hahah! they are my heros! hahah!
juli left her mp3 in my bag and now i'm listening to it! finally i have some new music to listen to untill school reopen! haha poor juli, i shall keep it with me for the time being(:
happy advance birthday michelle leong

netball outing at sentosa

2005-06-19T20:40:00.000+08:00

netballers^_^

Sec 4 and 5 netballers

haha ym looks retarded no wonder yan ling ignore her.

stacy jamie ying min

Alicia rachel and ME

haha why mel laugh untill like tt

violence here!

super model of the year

sarah digging for treasures

haha!

tug-o-war

time for a chase!

haha ym sexy body!

mel looked lost

2005-06-13T23:48:00.000+08:00

i'm being left out.

2005-06-13T12:36:00.000+08:00

Nat's birthday.
met up pop and eve and set off to yishun.
ate at Mac and disscus how to get to her house cos happily juli never come and we have to be independant! oh wow that really helps la. haha
i lost the address too so gotto call everyone asking them for address.
finally pop remembered Denise and we finally get going
but we went to the wrong building! haha so funny man.
and i'm like calling nat saying tat my mummy needed 4-D number and i want her house units and stuff, haha made nat really afraid.
we only found out that we went to the wrong unit when she told us that she lived at 3rd storey when we are at the 14th. and happily a auntie slam her door at us or maybe her opposite neighbour because we were walking past the door alot of time and the dogs are barking like hell. pretty scary! then we got our butts off to the building next to it cause it 3 storey.
this time round it the right building, left the things outside the door and called her to check whether she recieved the card that i sent. we were peeping in the corner when her mum spotted us and we went running. then waited at the stairs when nat came down. she was like i'm not wearing bra hahahahaha.
went to north point with her and the rest. sent eve to the mrt and we went to bk to eat. then send pop to the mrt. while nat accompany me to the interchange. while waiting, as usual we took pictures. turns out to be really funny. haha! a couple next to us were staring and staring-_-

blackblack and ah lian

haha we din plan that it just at that moment we were curious wat each other were doing

sitting partner((:

my fellow PORPORS

haha! tt explain why people are staring!

so cute!!!

while waiting for nat to wear her bra haha

one hour ride to habourfont, my butt hurts by the end of the trip! went to BIG and the door sensor rang. din care about it and walk stright to find my dad cause maybe the sensor got something wrong. then when my dad and i walked out the sensor rang again! and i'm the only one standing there.i walked off but a sercurity caught me! my heart beats real fast and kapoh singaporeans are already forming their crowds. i was like thinking"i din take anything, what if someone put something inside my bag?" i almost cry! of course a search was demanded. i turn my head for my dads help and saw him walking away. he walked too fast!
so i open my bag and he says maybe it the camera, so he took my camera to the sensor but it did not sound. then i say maybe it my hp, and he repeated it NO it did not sound! then WATS WRONG! i'm like going to cry soon. haha then he took my sidney sheldon book to the sensor and it SOUNDED! haha damn funny la. it sounded because the book has barcode on it! and finally my dad saw me and the crowd and he hurried back to my rescue. he was like saying the sensor is too sensitive and stuff and when he found out tt it the book he said"luckily this store don't sell books!" and one of the stuff laughed! so much for my happy ending ar?
i will never step into tt stupit big store again! damn embarrassing la. stupit sensor!

2005-06-07T16:55:00.001+08:00

poor nat she is grounded!haha poor thing.
Now my turn to laugh at her since she spend most of her time laughing at me
however pop eve and i decided to give her a little suprise on her birthday (:
really broke though, but i guess it would be worth it!
mean while i'm rather bored at home. Really not in the mood to study after my chinese Os paper.
Laze around at home and re-read my story books.
played sims and mess up their life like how i messed up mine haha

miss school miss training miss sitting partner!
i wanna get back to school. i wanna meet everyone for lunch like what we did.
I"M BORED! oh man.

new neighbour moving in! A couple with three sons and a dog! sounds interesting arh?
maybe my bitch can find a partner real soon haha, or maybe it's owner? haha
lets see when time comes.

juli's birthday((:

2005-06-03T15:31:00.000+08:00

I'M LOVING IT

buddies

HAHA first class pervert in action

(:

a pig is afterall a pig

smiley!

i love you!

love taking pictures!

juli and i

love the top and skirt! but no money le

watch where she pointing at!!!

POOL DAY! (:

2005-06-03T15:28:00.000+08:00

ouch that hurts :(

pool partners!

(:

best butts

2005-05-30T17:10:00.000+08:00

phew! finally finished my chinese O level paper!
well the paper wasn't easy nor it was tough but i guess i'll just pass.
I don't cry over spilled milk..hmm haha

I done up a movie!
On 231, pillows and 4Na.
Really bought back lots of beautiful memories.
Esp'ly memories of 231 being so close once and now..
but at least we were once close.

231: it really amazing to have you guys and i would always remember you people because you are the ones that brought colours to my life. (: always love you guys no matter what.

now i'm waiting for pop and eve to pop by my house to be the first audience hahaha

pangs birthday

2005-05-23T18:07:00.000+08:00

wats wif those?

when we finally get in thr NC16 show! tat calls for a celebration

Hey tt our birthday girl with the balloons haha

Zara fitting room again haha

happy bithday to sharon

2005-05-22T23:25:00.000+08:00

Happy Birthday SHARON tong wan ping
enjoy your wonderful birthday on Vesak day haha.

2005-05-22T23:14:00.000+08:00

bought orential palace cd
damn nice la.
with all the chinese instruments.
make my mind at peace and yet brings back memories.

took my diary out and started flipping through
and i miss him hell lots.
theres nothing i would do.
and it been two years plus ever since he is gone.
i hated tis feeling.

went to harbour today with parent
didn't really enjoy cos no shopping haha.
but overall was all right

O level chinese is just one week away and i have started on anything.
i'm so scare.
i didn't do well for my mid year and i think i won't do well either for Os.
It my future that i am sitting for.
help me Lord, help me.

2005-05-20T10:35:00.000+08:00

it been a long time since i last blogged. exams have been tough, well it always have been! but i did my best and i think i will do well...somehow. ha!

18may2005
HAPPY BIRTHDAY EXGF!
haha yesterday was a fun day...once again...somehow. we watched The Jacket instead of the House Of Wax. Well eve loved that show so much, i don't know why, maybe she likes to experience being in the drawer and seeing herself in the future with her future husband. well well, we can't predict the future however she can work towards it!
went shopping at Zara.topshop.and bla bla bla. the bell has rang and i shall go now.Off to do some stupit R and R... arughhhhh
RARH!!!!!!!!!!. :)

purseypoo in the house !
woo hooos !
BYE OUTS.

happy day

2005-05-03T18:50:00.000+08:00

eve and me had a heart to heart talk today(:
and i realised how much she meant to be as a friend
love ya eve. said from the bottom of my heart(eve will laugh)
i want another session soon kies?
and this time round no more stupit 139 and 32 that made us so kan chong. haha
thanks for the little small presents. very sweet of you. too shy to say infront of u lar.

english paper is damn hard lar.
all thanks to mr samuel sng
haha.
however i rather it be hard
all thanks to mr samuel sng
haha.
i'm being retarded here.
haha.
all thanks to eve chang.
wahaha!!!

really want exam to ends.
i want to go out
i want to watch house of wax
i want to play
i want to be crazy like before

and my Os mt paper is on 30 MAY!
oh man!!! i'm so not ready for it. help me someone.
replace me with a chinese pro and help me score my paper.
Amen.

school life!

2005-04-22T17:15:00.000+08:00

so sweet ar. like happy family. ((:

Toilet's fans! wats up wif sharon's hair? haha DINO!

stc toilet's rules. pls flush toilet.pls don't throw your pad in the toilet bowl.
pls respect the toilet. thank you.i'm such a good councillor lar haha

desperate to be one of us. it ok nat we still love you as much even though you are black!(:

honey and yanna. best shot taken for the day haha

we BULLY juli. however we are not that bad ok! i only make her
carry the bag for tat shot only unlike nat. she is the EVIL one lar. black evil foxy woman! haha

i know her since primary one man. haha we we actually met after 6 donkey years haha.

miss EFL.miss NAS.miss 419. I want more CAMPS!

2005-04-21T21:16:00.000+08:00

Jamie yeo is damn pretty lar. her figure damn nice only lar. i'm jealous haha
anyway the delication was read out and i just love the lonely song!
Lonely.
Mr lonely.
I got no body
On my own. OWN!
haha funky song man.
Training was alright today and we voted for the captain vice.
Hope Miss Poh becomes the captain(: haha then can bully her haha!
Btw i'm in team 2 for the coming competition. Hope the team can really work as a team.
Eve went to Bangkok and i miss her man! She is enjoying herself there while i'm stressing myself here! Not fair! i also wanna go!
Waiting for my delication and falling asleep soon while revising my stupit chinese! Arughh talks about that really boils me up. I'm gonna fail the mock for tmr! I knew it! Cos i don't even have the book to refer to. so sad lar. and so STRESS(can hear natasha laughing)
HAPPY BIRTHDAY NISSA!

my story and life my pain.

2005-04-11T00:37:00.000+08:00

i had hidden a part of me
i had buried a part of my memory
what else can i look back to
what else could i look forward to
if anything were to stop progressing it was only for him to blame.
why can't i rewind my life
why can't i rewind his
because the world is never fair
never meant to be fair.

he was a good man
or at least i knew he was
or maybe i was stupit
or maybe it was just a liar
then i'm the biggest fool of all
he play me round and round
he controlled me at the tips of his finger
i wouldn't breathe
it was all him, his fault and
he is afterall the one to be blamed.

i love you yet i hated you, please give me a answer to stop this pain.
End this. Let my new life begins.

message to exgf

2005-04-08T17:57:00.000+08:00

exgf!
hey dear, don't worry so much. I'm sure everything gonna be just fine. Maybe it will takes some time to see the beautiful rainbow and rest a sure i will always be there waiting with you. Now that you would pursue your dream please put in your 110% to do so and be committed in whatever you do. Working life is totally different from being a student. Face challenages bravly and you will do just fine. Don't hestiate to call your exgf kk? And please don't keep problems to yourself, voice it out and you will feel much better. We are all here for you.
You are being missed by everyone and we all wish you all the best. And we wanna let you know that no matter what we will support you and your decision. love ya and please take care of yourself. one last thing, be strong gurl.

2005-04-08T17:40:00.000+08:00

visted doctor again and got lots of medicine.
i hate medicine, it makes me puke
but it good for me and i have to eat it
lose too much blood this month so mus replenish.

went to sch with mummy to collect report bk
results was alright jus not what i wanted
fail my math as usually
my science standard drop too
well i guess i have to spend more time on math and science
so stress now lar.

went to see george and terrance play badminton
well they changed, more like man now haha
at least not so gay
seeing them remind me of primary school
seeing george reminds me of chandee
haha chandee and george use to play with those eraser stuff
and throw it on me and that we will have eraser war!!!
so farnie.

i'm feeling dizzy and i'm gona faint soon
end off here. going off to dreamland to visit my friends

2005-03-20T12:22:00.000+08:00

hello hello
sch reopening tmr and i'm like so excited haha
and not even half of my homework is finish.
I'll pay anyone to finish my homework haha.
I'm so stuck with my math, i need some expert to come teach me man.

i'm so bored at home. boredboredboredboredbored.
i wanna go out but i can't. (caged bird that wans freedom) haha
stay at home let them vent their anger at me only. I rather be outside then be their venting machine la.
why can't they grow up! children are the most innocent one and we are suppose to stay innocent why let us be strong and independant so fast. pissed off la!

P.A.R.T.N.E.R.S

2005-03-18T15:57:00.000+08:00

what are friends for! Captured moments of friendships

marriage

2005-03-17T23:20:00.000+08:00

hey congratz to the newly wed couple haha, missed their wedding today, so sad. anyway yanna here give you two her blessing. must marry again in school for me to see haha

2005-03-15T22:18:00.001+08:00

ha! i'm finally back blogging.
EFL just ended not long and it simply rocks my world.
419 is the best la. GO 419! i love you guys man.
I love NAS, omg i miss her man. she is the greatest!
Everyones are cheering the bimbo cheer and that shows how much they support us ha!

Day 1
reached coasta sand resort and put our barang barang in the temporary chalet. All 4 saint joanians changed in the small chalet to prepare for kayaking! Hey people out there dun look down on small siza people and skinny people kies cause we can carry the kayak!!! haha suprising ppl like sharon tong is strong. and me too, skinny yet STRONG! hahas. I love the sun man cos i can get tanned. My kayaking partner is none other then purselyn jillan tan. haha she my cheering partner too. the fun part was that we got to get all the kayaks together to form a raft then the back and front ppl will take turn to stand up. My kayak almost overturn haha, and purse freak out. oh gees so fun man. When it was time we rowed back to shore. Before reaching the shore i saw yingmin on struggling with some quick mud. I mean her legs got sucked by the mud, the mud went all the way up to her knees. and she was like screaming and laughing. I wouldn't stop laughing when i saw that. my stomach hurts man. It was low tide that explain the sinking mud. My kayak too got drifted away to the shore by the current and we can't more at all dispite all the struggling. my kayak was near bel and yingmin's kayak and we were screaming help help help. haha so farnie can. No one came cause everyone was stuck. I acted brave and went down, and i jump up the min my feet went to the soft black mud, so gross can. Imagine your feet underneath and living creatures crawling, you won't know what is underneath and what ya standing on. But if we don't get down we will be stuck forever. so me and purse encouraged each other and went down. we pushed and manage to get out. But again the current pushed us back! *&%$#%#$* so mad la. the 3rd time my kayak was full of the seawater. i should say my kayak is sinking!!! i sat there waiting for help and when i turned back it was so like tunami man, ppl hanging on to the poles and shouting for help. so sad lor. My knee was bleeding due to the cuts. All thanks to Mrs Leong that gave me hints i used the paddle as level and overturn the kayak. My hero yingmin went in to help us push the kayak back to shore. However i still went back in to help my fellow classmate that are still stuck in there, nat and me went in and i got more cuts because i fell nat pulled me up and she fell on me and the cuts went deeper haha. haiz really hate those ppl that went up early to the shore but never came down to help us.
however through this tough experience it really bonded us together even more. 4Na rawks la. hey ppl hope yr wounds recovered already and i can't wait for sch to reopen!
Went back to chalet exhusted and painful. Fabier glass were all over my body so painful that i can't even tossed and turn,hate the feeling. Appiled alot of power and creams haha and turned in early.
Love my roomates!

Day 2

hey tts my group. 419
We had amazing race to pula ubin. and i was the gan chiong one haha. Cause i wanna win! went on treaking and had survivial cooking. So fun can, although i din really help out.But i was helping myself to the food haha, maybe purse influenced me hehe. Cheered on the way and learnt the bimbo cheer. Rest near the quarry for a ghost stories section, haha honey's stories not scary at all cause she cannot remember the details. went back to garther with the rest and we had the peanut game. simply love it.
where's the peanut where's the peanut
where's the peanut right now
where's the peanut where's the peanut
where's the peanut right now?
Played cards at night with eve company. 1.00am went to the poolside with pop nat eve pang but me and pop went back earlier to sleep. Cause i'm too tired.

Day 3
Went to may advantage camp to do obstacles. We went through belaying school and we belay our own friends. Thats so cool man. but dangerous too cos yr friend's life is at your hand. hmm i should have belayed someone i hate and kill her hahaha jkjk. Went through all the high rope element. I guess the abseiling was the best and the most dangerous one cos it 7 storey high.
hiding our fear from the camera

went back to school and had our last debrief last game last cheer. And some girls cried as this would be their last time seeing the trainers. haha so emotional. hee i was teary too la. i just love this camp!!! it rocks!

2005-01-31T13:52:00.000+08:00

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Shopping day! Sisters went out to great world and first destination-WH Din find any suitable clothes for me but found a great green top that suit ting. but she don't like it. She arh, no taste! Second destination-OP ting's fav shop she's the boss man. Boss me around like no body business. haha but i have to REN cause she buying me a top la. She bought a green cap, white shirt, brown pants and blue flip flop that all together cost her about 70 bucks after discount! While me buy nothing, i only flash my nets. Afterall she look good in that whole set of OP outlook include her OP bag, cause i help her choose one. Frankly i won't wear a whole set of clothes that from head to top buyt from the same shop.
Finally my turn to shop, i bought a dark blue nike polotee top! Just another simple top but i loveitman.YipPy!
--5days--

2005-01-29T14:24:00.000+08:00

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Start off the day with account test and end off with Chinese mock test. In between had two chinese test so i broke record of having 4 tests in a day. My brain cells are mutiplying.
Striaght after school went with pang and shi hui to town for lunch. Pang called Meepok and add extra chilli and pepper and made her lips look like sausage, so farnie can. I ate green curry, tasted sweet and spicy but wasn't as bad as pang. The drinks stall tender called pang 'big girl' and shihui 'small girl' so naturally i should be the middle one? Went to far east for a walk and i fall in love with the shoes and belt.Oh man i wanna buy those brown shoes and those cool black and red belt. It just melt my heart but burn my pocket! okay at least i wanna save money for a haircut and a new top for new yr.
Went to ear ring shop and got myself a really unique earing. It looks historic and it cheap. So i bought it...i mean i borrowed from my small girl loanshark. Now she is coming after me with added interest! haha
Met her quite a number of time in school, fated. Really wanna say hi but just couldn't put accross that smile of mine. Just hope that things would be the same as the past. miss ya anyway

2005-01-25T22:50:00.000+08:00

Can school starts later so yanna can get more sleep please!

In the process of thinking...

Juli i'll support you man! Follow your heart but also consider the consequences!

2005-01-24T18:35:00.000+08:00

met dad and went over to bugis and ps to check out my new phone. Well not worth reparing one so dad suggested to get a new one! new phone is good :) at least with a better camera! However dispite yanna's effort of walking here walking there to search for the perfect one we went home without a new phone. So sad! I'm too broke to get my dream phone therefore have to wait a while when the price drop a little. Met lousie in ps and was shocked(twice) when she called me! Hey gal if you're reading this: We'll share cabby next time k? Too broke to afford a ride by myself. As you see i'm saving for a new phone!!! hee :)
Bio test is on THURSDAY!!! chey i tot it tmr. Made me so worry.Saw her today and she cut her hair, i'm like -_- but it suit her la.
Talking about hair, i'm SORRY Joyce!!! I din mean to not bring your racket just that old auntie like me tends to have short-term memory when i'm getting one year older soon.(hinthint**)

2005-01-21T01:26:00.000+08:00

Happy Birthday
HONEY!
Went out with juli,pop,*pillows*,stacey,ML,nissa and Jenica to celebrate Honey's birthday in town. Busride there was accompanied by Pang,nat and Jaryne. Took lots of pic on the bus haha and i finish the camera batt before we reach town.
Went to eat sushi and had a really great time inside. We seemed to own the own place, i mean we walk and shout like nobody's business. haha and that crazy Joanne was like taking pic of everyone, and the most funky thing is all of us was snapping pic and posing inside the resturant, just like Japanese tourist. Gossip a little while eating<---tt helps to digest the food somehow haha i guess so. Me eve, ML and Jenica stayed back to keep honey occupied while the others went to get her a small birthday cake. It cheeze cake from coffeebean!!! Anyway we helped her to eat it up too. Counted the plates on my table and we have a total of 14 plates...nice number yup. Jenica went off early... Walked to herren to take prints and on the way saw a really cute little boy changing his clothes in the crowd with his boxer shown. and juli was like oh...he's so cute...haha and two of us stood and stare* at him. 11 of us squeezing in a print machine...was so farnie kies, Joanne was like hey tt head is missing; why the hair covering my face; where's juli? hahahaha and it went on and on. Pillows took prints too. and omg it was so nice. and we happily spent our time decorating it and only realised that many people were waiting outside. haha i'm sure Honey really spend a good time with US!

2005-01-15T16:45:00.000+08:00

Hello hello i'm back after resting for so long.
On Thursday sec 4 and 5 went to the ALB to help out in the packing of suppiles to send over to Sri Lanka. It was a tiring experinces but a meaningful one. In 5 hours time we packed about 2500 package and that broke the record of the sec 2s :) Anyway is was very little of what we can do for the victims, but we were glad that we would help. Our little contribution were written in the newspapers and that bring up a smile to Mrs Kong. Awarded myself at Swensen in town after that. Went with Nat,Cor,Jiaru and pop and juli who was the one that orgainse the diner went missing. However we still happily spend the night without her. haha that was evil. I ate chicken baked rice and it was so cheesey...yummm i wanna eat again. Good food always have to pay a high price and that burn a hole in my pocket. Lucky i told nat to keep my 4 bucks for emergency use...
On friday...
i joined the sec ONEs for netball trial! I don't wanna be the only sec 4 among the sec 1 and when time is up for the trial i refuse to go...my eyes were teary then and almost burst in tears. That explain why Mr Lesile said i have to sallow my pride! For the sake of my CCA points and my future i dragged my feet there. And i was mistakenly regarded as a sec 2 girl cos i don't look like a sec 4! hey danica i'm sec 4 okay! but i guess it a compliment that i look young hahaha. The trial went fine with the help of the netballers that i knew. Really hope i can be selected and i would train with the sec 4s instead of the sec 1. Wish me luck kk!
Natasha: hey woman really thanks for your encouragement and support. Maybe to you it might seems as little but it really motivated me alot. If i really get selected it all thanks to your words...thanks a million man. *aliciachia rocks* <--- tts for you.
Visited the badminton girls after my trial while they were training. That shows that i finally had the courage to walk up to them without emotionally breakdown. haha that found so serious. Played with gwen and as usually she is better than me :) Everything went fine untill she started asking why i quit badminton and asked me to come back to the team. My heart sank. I miss the time with Maria, Gwen, stephanie and karen when i was in the team. I miss playing badminton. But i can't go back because everything change. Like what i alway says i quit not bacause of the sport but because of the team. Badminton was a burden rather then a sport and the only way for me to treat it as a sport is to quit.
Gwen: hey i do miss the time when we have training together and all the fun and laughter. I miss the time when u whack so hard that i almost fear that the shutter would go through me. I feel more happy and carefree after i quit badminton and i hope you understand and wish me all the best in my upcoming CCA. Love ya and miss you tooooo :)

2005-01-08T14:03:00.000+08:00

The last day of camp was a rush. I feel like a superwoman by the end of the day(thats a compliment to myself >.<>
I manage to convince Miss Fu to make the reflection shorter so that i would have time for practise. Luckily she agreed and we manage to get the ball rolling. The girls did a great job in learning the dance steps and most of them have the potential to become a dancer. Dinner time was terrible for me as i was too worried to eat while watching the girls dance with steps missing. Ate 9 spoon of rice and i went to correct them and in the end i miss my dinner time. But i guess it was all worth it.
Campfire night finally came when the girls worn in their pink plastic sheet as their costume and proudly holding on to the pomspoms and striking orange cloth. While they sat down it began to rain. It was a bad day to rain. According to our rain plan, we moved the girls up to the hall and moved all the chairs up too. But 5 mins later, the rain stopped! Heaven is playing a trick on us. Poor us gotto carry the chairs up and down.
Finally and peacefully the grand nite started. Just like my year orientation camp i feel just like a sec one girl, feeling excited and anxious for our performance. The quiet and timid 1C girls sang their hearts out on that night and that suprised me. Well do not judge the book by it's cover. Our moment came and girls went fine and the item was great. I was so worried that they might missed the steps that i was dancing on the other side of the hardcourt. The girls did a good job although they forgotten steps and were not that organise in some way. But i am still proud of them.
Dispite of our hardwork we didn't win we look at it at a more positive point of view. It a lesson to be learnt and to bring back. I hope the girls wasn't too disappointed.
Clear up the mess in sch and took a taxis home. I was very exhusted and bearly can talk. Had gastric when reached home, so dragged my feet to the market to eat. The best part is we have to wait halve and hour for the bbq chicken wings to come. That makes me boils.

Just another tiring day.

2005-01-06T22:05:00.000+08:00

J,MM and P girls combine into two classes and Natasha came to our class! haha that so super great. One more black black women in class. She is gonna scream at me if she sees that. hee. Poor chandee gotto seperate with her darling Yingmin haha but she still got us. 4J was a great class though i still prefer 3J.
Got Mr yoyoyo for chem and Mr Sng for english. No luck this year. Left 5 months to my chinese "O" level and i'm soooo scare. I'm not mentally prepare nor i'm i ready. And furthermore we have mob test every week. I guess pressure is really building up. The good thing is i don't have high blood pressure!
Orientation camp was okay. Not as active and hyper as last year. But they're cute. 1C rocks! haha. Preparing the item was hard and we really have to crack our head to get the steps and music right. Working with different leaders was another problem. Tmr is the last day we are gona practise our item and the girls haven learn the steps yet. Oh dear!!! I'm so worried! I'm so tired! Stupit Mr yeo giving us test at tmr, he must have done that delibratly. watever. Really pray that tmr's campfire night goes well and smooth. 1C dun shout and thats the worst things ever!
Got a letter today and that isn't in my normal routine. Well just a causal letter but was warned by some of my friends that things might just get complicated. Really confused and maybe glad, i duno, maybe i'm just glad that at least she is not angry at me and that i din lose one friend. haha that was lame though but sometimes we have to be lamers :) hope things turns out fine, i think it will. why should i even borther over such small things.
Rite...i shall end here whil waiting for my fishballs, i mean my dad is buying them and he take years to be back -_-
"Shuwen, Slyvia, Yan Yan, Shalini, Suzanna, Germaine: Rawks on and pls rest well and get ready for tmr battle. The campfire night!!! Drink more water so we won't get sore throat by the end of the day ^_^ take care"

Earthquake and killer wave

2004-12-30T13:06:00.000+08:00

On Dec 26, the world strongest earthquake in 40 years shook the region send many homeless. Childrens become ophans, womens become widow and men takes up the responsiblity of a mother and a father.
Millions of bereaved and homeless faced a seemingly hopeless task of rebuilding shattered lives amidst utter chaos. Huge outpourings of grief from people who had lost their entire families, homes and livelihoods. On the other hand bodies were piled up into pits, bloated and unidentified.
As the world scrambled to the rescue, survivors fought over food and water. Cities and villages were ripped apart, covered in mud and seawater. Families members contantly search for their loves one.
"The earthquake -- so powerful it literally changed the map of Asia -- has been duly noted and shrugged off by markets more moved by news that Americans went on an unexpectedly large shopping splurge for Christmas"
It was fatal. Never would i have except the death troll would go up to as high as 10,0000. Experts says there are more coming up. It really heartbreaking. While it suppose to be a merry season it turns out to be a devastion.
Dear Lord, help them please. They need you. Please give them the strength to hang on and determination to find their loves one. Be with them. Amen.
My heart goes out to all the victims and those who had lost their loves one in this fatal inciddent.

2004-12-24T13:26:00.000+08:00

I guess the 231 dinner turns out to be just a causal dinner. Went to have a peek and to meet them up a while since it not good for me to turn down such important day. Will quite a big disappointment. And it a indication to what is expected to come up next.
I miss purse and pop haha. They look great with their exchange flip flop..i wan tt too...i have tt already haha.
Alicia, purse: Although words ain't spoken much, but deep down i just wanna tell you yanna love you two always because we are partners 123 forever! haha..so emotional.
231 dinner at the basement was like quiet but my dinner upstairs was another way round. Not just because the food was awesome the conversation never stop. I was busily chucking myself with food that i have no time to talk. It like dipping food into cheese that boils in a steamboat like thinggy. hahah it like so cool. Dessert was great. Chocolate! Dip strawberries, mashmellows into boiling chocolate. yumyumyum...i'm drooling again..hee
Christmas eve today so i can't wait to go to the circus. haha watching the dangerous moves life! Before i forgot i got another christmas present. Small little purple bag and a black monkey pencil case.
iwishfornowar
iwishforpeace
iwishformorepeace
iwishforabetteryear
iwishthatfriendsstaystogether
iwishforanewbag
iwishfornewclothes
iwishforlove
Santa list from yanna

2004-12-23T13:39:00.000+08:00

i did fall sick in the middle of the night. I woke up 3am finding myself weak and warm. End up i have fever like the rest of my family member. 38.7 degrees! haha not bad.
Miss my dental appointment.so sad, can't change to christmas colour! But anyway sec 1 registration went fine. And i got my first christmas present today. haha tks shihui darling! Muacksmuacksmuacks. To gross for u to accept my kisses.
I misses my clique garthering, so sad ar. I just can't split myself into two and attend two dinner. My stomach not so big either. But really hope they have fun. But thinking abt it made me brood over the possibilty that our clique might be seperated since our long and short pillars got problem with each other! How can a house still stand strong when the pillars fell. *sign
Love you ppl man. 23 dec always rocks!

Cousin Garthering

2004-12-20T22:27:00.000+08:00

I'm so dread tired. All my energy got drained away...now i'm lifeless! haha well that because i just came back from sentosa and a movie. Many things happen along the way. Thinking about it makes me mad. My cousin made me wait for 2 and a havle hours and miss havle of the show. And the worst thing is he reach early but only call me after the show ends. Not because he is my cousin i wouldn't wait for him or look for him. "Cousin, you should feel lucky" wahahah
Sentosa was fun! The sun was blazing hot and the weather was great. No rain for today...i tanned myself. But was not tanned enough, nevermind i can go again! Back home so tired still have to cook dinner. End up only ate havle of my hardwork. But nevermind, they are all sick kitten by now. And i'm becoming one too...

thinking

2004-12-19T01:29:00.000+08:00

I once had a friend that i adore in my childhood. Someone special someone that loves me. Yet with all the friendship and love he showered on me i turned my back and hurt him. Only after some time, a year or two i start to laugh at myself for being so foolish and childish at the same time. I regretted. Although we started talking, but it was never meant to be the same. I wanted to say sorry but i don't have the guts to do so. It was shameful of me to bring back the past and it already 2 years and a havle. But somehow i know i own him an apologize. I feel really terrible sometime. Thinking about him is simply just a flashback of my childhood. I would never want to go back nor do i want to remain at what i am today. But wherelse would i go. Does the future really awaits for me? Or do i wait for the future? People say life is always full of ups and downs and it just like a rollar coster ride. Maybe my down would be over soon. I'm not that unfortunate anyway at least i have a family, friends, school and a place with no war no diasters no crime. It a blessing. And hey why i'm i making a fuss out of it. Sometimes yanna goes alittle out of mind. Forgive me i'm born like that, maybe it a blessing in disguse.
Christmas coming but i still felt like something is lacking. Maybe it not something it someone. I don't know, i'm puzzle. I miss him sometimes and sometimes i replace him as someone else, which is a very dangerous thing for me. I wouldn't want to make my second mistake. But at no doubt human's feelings is something that is puzzling and never been sovle by most sciencist because it unpredictable and undeniable right. Mistakes are made when feelings lead you to it. I hope i would never open doors to such mistakes.
It close to 2 in the morning and i'm still wide awake. Is it normal? haha strange enough to ask such stupit question. Anyway to friends out there that just finished reading my long-winded entry just wanna tell you to take care and yanna love you ^__^ yes i do.

The Way Home

2004-12-13T15:57:00.000+08:00

Rented a vcd "The Way Home", a Korean show that captured the heart of a nation. It about a 7 yr old boy that was born and rised in the big city were forced to stay with his mute grandmother that spent her whole life in a small rural village. His grandmother never argues and always gives in to others demand. Nevertheless, she has an inner strengh and a shoulder to cry on in time of need. The grandma of nature may wield to the whims of her grandson but she moves him in the end. It was a touching process and was seen as a painful lifestyle of grandma. How she do things to please her grandson but was neglected in the end. A really great show that i would want to share with my friends and hope that they would too capture and understand the beauty of the show.

2004-12-11T21:27:00.000+08:00

Went to watch National Treasure at Great world. The show is great! Did worth the money to watch. Dad bought me another skirt. Suddenly felt so fortunate that mum bought me one and dad too bought me another. Really love them! However it would be the last time they would buy for me >.< that i hate them haha.
Yesterday was expectional and would be the last. And we are back to our old lifestyle again. From now on my motto would be "save Save and SAVE". Not save the world but save water, electrcity, money and everything. Sometimes really wish i was born in some rich family and that i wouldn't have to care for such matter. But it was a selfish thinking of mine, I believe God had His way and slowly i would understand or maybe come to a day that i appreiate what he had done.
Injure my back today and had to lay down at bed. I'm such a CAREFUL person.

2004-12-09T22:06:00.000+08:00

Went Bugis with my sis to look for christmas presents and at the same time escape from our boring home. It always good to come out of the house and have some fresh air. breath in~~breath out...wheeee. My sis saw some real cool purse and i bought it for her as her christmas present, it didn't burn a hole in my pocket either so i din mind buying for her. Wander about the shopping center for hours and hours and the only thing that i bought was the purse, it wasn't because the things isn't attractive enough. But just that i only have 10 bucks to spend. I'm such a poor brad! However it wasn't the end of my story, my mum called and said she was joining me! Well that means i can get more stuff when she is around.
And i'm really glad she is around, cause i got a new brand skirt after so long. Frankly it the first time my mum ever got me such expensive gift for christmas. Thanks MUM, i love you.hehe.
I just can't wait for Chirstmas and my clique garthering to come! Chirstmas season is always so beautiful and magical. Everywhere would be lighted up and most importantly my mum wouldn't nag on that day. grin* I want more presents!!! (hint)

imissmycliqueimisssarawakimissherimissschoolimissmydarlingimissyou!

My NAME

2004-12-08T16:53:00.000+08:00

wheee~~~ i just found out whats my name stands for

YANNA
Y is for YUMMY
A is for ACTIVE
N is for NERVY
N is for NATURAL
A is for AMIBITOUS

I'm 4

2004-12-08T16:44:00.000+08:00

You Are the Individualist

4

You are sensitive and intuitive, with others and yourself.

You are creative and dreamy... plus dramatic and unpredictable.

You're emotionally honest, real, and easily hurt.

Totally expressive, others always know exactly how you feel.

What number are you?

usual ME

2004-12-07T22:13:00.000+08:00

Another monotonous day! wokeup us usually late.had breakfast and lunch together.on the net getting orders from mum.nap.dinner.tv.sleep. Nothing special and exciting about my life. Opps i almost forgotton i did something really unusal! I flip through my bio textbook and assisment book and i STUDIED...wahhha. My parent must be proud of me...hee.

sarawak pic

2004-12-06T23:41:00.000+08:00

One family

Waterfall. Icy water running underneath our feets makes me felt refreshing and wonderful

Traditonal Sarawakian costume

The most beautiful and awesome beaches i ever seen. It was simply like paradise. How i wish i would go there again.

Look a little errie but it simply shows the beauty of Sarawak.

My darling shi hui :)

My partner! Kai ting is a great partner to be with and i simply loves her company. We take care of each other X)

My hosted family's house. I miss them! Well i really takes my hat off, the Sarawakian built their own house...something that Singaporean like us wouldn't do nowsadays.

one........two..........three.............four piggys

Beening in Sarawak for 8 days was the most memorable days for me. Chain of events that had happened had changed me and the way i look at things. It also lead me to a comparison between Singaporean and Sarawakian. The gap between them is too wide apart and it really made a city girl like me realise how fortunate i am. The trip not just enriched us but bonds us with our fellow friends. I would still remember how we had laughed at Mrs Chua when she swam in the waterfall and the wonderful dinner and lunch we had together. I miss my friends!!! Really felt different when leaders get together...it just so amazing.
kaiting: hey, just want to say a big thank you for taking care of me during the trip...it very thoughtful of you. haha remember how we had jumped off the bed because of a big spider? haha...must take care and i miss you lots hehe
Shi Hui, Elvie, Geok Ying, Nat: haha all the junior...just wanna tks you guys for all the fun that we had and all the crazyness that we went through. Stay funky and the school depends on you...i mean the council board haha.
Farhana: hey thanks for everything...from head to toe. You done a wonderful job in getting the girls together and hope yr sexy voice is back to normal haha.

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wheee~~~all thanks to my darling ELVIE. The blog is finally done or at least up to standard? haha. Had been struggling for quite some time >.<
Elvie thanks lots man...really own you one. Treat you candy some other time hee.

ELVIEROCKS...but me rocks too ^__^

Shandi got voted out of America Next top model...so sad! Arughhh why she? Yovanna doesn't even have the x-factor to be one...should be Shandi...haha i'm being bias. Wadever >.< Shandi you rocks!!!