finally i could settle down and blog.
and then rush to work.

talking about that,
i'm happy to announce that i've been promoted(:
from four bucks to five!
although still quite little but i'm please.
i shall continue to work hard and earn bonus! lol.
i was late yesterday! by 10 mins and that a bad record already
hmm i need to buck up!!!
and i have been matchmate to one of the guy at my work place!!!
gosh! can't believe they do that!
oh and becos i wear braces i have been called
THE "GANG YA" (han yu ping ying)
then they always makes me produnce words and wei nan wo!
cries*
but afterall i'm begining to like working a little more
at least every morning i dun have to convince my brain to go work. lol.
learn that from the book.
dun keep thinking you have to do but convince your brain why u need to do.
yupp something like that.
oh and i realise that i do do reflections.
not like those in school whereby "girls it time for reflections"
that sucks. lol. no offences thou.

i left with 100 bucks only. when i just took my pay like last few weeks.
spend on christmas presents and the scrapbook materials.
i haven even bought myself anything!!! sadist hur?
more cries*
the scrapbook material cost me over 130 dollars! when it only papers and papers
the reason is it ACID FREE
acid plays a major role in destorying the album.
a great deal more to learn and i'm preparing to learn that from eve!
the two kind sis helped me and my sis in the album!
my sis and her sis were great partners!!!
how great? hmm totally crazy and toally opp from me and eve
but one thing that is similar, we laughed easily.
the whole shop was shaken by our laughter.
but anyway THANK YOU eve cum sis.
kind souls goes to heaven(:

4NA RESULTS COLLECTING ON 16 DEC
LOOK INTO NEWSPAPERS OR NEWS FOR THE TIME!

i have a better offer for job.
actually i'm attracted due to the wages.
everyone in the family thinks i should take up the offer.
but what about my current job?
i don't have the courage to say i'm quitting for a job that have better wages
they are really nice people that i can't bear to leave
but my objective of working is to earn sufficiant for my next yr expanses.
i'm troubled.
next month is hallmarks most busy month and i'm already elated to be in their list to work next month.
and since they going to plan the time and i backout last min it gonna cause alot of trouble for regina. i'm problematic.
see how things goes after i speak to my friend.
afterall i only left two days to decide.


i have the desire not to return to school
maybe i have been thinking too much
but the fact that all my other friends are leaving for poly and jc while i'm still stuck in school.
it just that every morning i have to walk past poly students that may be the same age as me?
forget it yanna, slow people needs one year and it no big deal!
HA! i'm talking to myself again. oh well i can do better than those people out there(:
i think so.



(i have been having dreams that our class will have the top 3 pointers in Singapore, even mediacrops came and interviewed! LOL~)

through work i know many kinds of people.
and their different styles of working and even handling customers
i'm a human afterall therefore i do also prefer working with certain people
maybe because as 16 i'm not look upon as capable nor someone that they would talk to as an adult.
it such a sad thing. they think 16 yrs old girl cannot think like an adult?
i guess they are so terribly wrong.
hello people out there, people are like getter smarter so dun undersitmate 16 yrs old students!

dad came back from Italy and bought us chocolate and gummys.
and bought mum christain dior perfumes! I wan that too.
it wasn't that interesting there cos it was just a small town near the port.
it was such a blessing that i didn't go and stayed in Singapore.
i guess eve was right(:
my sis will be coming back tomorrow from shanghai and i'm so exciting to meet her,
and most importantly to see what goodies she bought.
girlgirl is gona go crazy tmr night. she missed her like hell lot.
everyday waiting at the door steps.
oh well tmr is going to come real soon.

since next yr is my O lvl yr and my dad sailing yr
it going to be a busy yr.
no time to spare for any travelling.
therefore we decided to go somewhere this yr.
after talking and searching the web we found that we do not have enough money
our ideal destination was Taipei.
so since situation do not allow us we will go to Bintan.
which is so much cheaper.
dad then can save some money clearing debts.
and i can fork out my salaries for the trip(:
have to wait till everyone agreed so then we can start planning.
but i already got things planned up in my head.
i just can't wait!
it been so stressful this yr and it good to be away to some place different and quiet.
where troubles are taken by the sound of the waves and laughter.
i can go for tanning in the beach.
spa in the afternoon.
seafood feast at night.
envy envy envy?
HA! later turn out not going i'm really gona laugh my heads off.

1 more month to results!
i've been thinking.
what if i mean really what if
they mixed up my papers with other people scripts
or i didn't shade my otas properly
and when i got back my results i scored really bad?
would that be possible?
i'm scare that it will happen to me
anything is possible.
someone just tell me that i'm thinking too much.
cos things in my dream do come true sometimes!

i will post east coast photo next week.
sorry for the delay but i'm busy:(

went to tiong market to eat
and had many many things srewed up.
forgot to take mum's atm card
locked the main door when not suppose to.
therefore had to make a u-turn when we were already in the cabby
taxis driver went wrong direction
sis changed all her money when not suppose
dad was really pissed that things were not going by plan.
it was terrible.
stopping every min for lectures.

but when we reached great world
things went smoothly(:
catched just like heaven.
it was great.
i was laughing and crying
i guessed everyone enjoyed the movie just like i did.

went WH to buy top.
my sis needs it for shanghai trip.
gosh! she took havle an hour to try.
everytime she take off her clothes and put it on she must take 1 min to look into the mirror and adjust her hair. i was so so fustrated. She is super VAIN! arughhh

met up with simone after that to pass her the glove
then headed to the airport.
dad going to italy without me! :(
so sad! no money no go.
drank coffee before we send him off
had watery eyes seeing him walked into the departure entrance.
have to REN my tears till home.
my sis cried la. haha. she was so funny.

mum went crazy at home.
screaming at every single thing
she really cannot take stress.
i guess she will go crazy one day.
she said she is gonna cane us if we are not going to listen to her
or do the housechore.
oh please....how old are we already.
i'm screaming inside.
can i just hire a maid and solve everything.
so i can have my peace back.
since my sis is flying off tmr,
the house only left with mum little sis and me.
the war is coming.

hello. i miss my blog!
wake up.
bath.
eat.
work.
home.
sp.
BORING ARRRRR
everyday like tt.
i can just die.
open house on friday and i can't make it
don't know how to explain to them again
i been poning duties.
bad bad conuncillor.

tt dao supervior seems to be more friendly each day.
let see.
i want my pay
have to wait till next month.
so so long
i wanna cry.

went wif purse to town and eat.
we bought mickey ear stud.
it was so super cute.
and i bought two watches.
the black one spoil la
the time stop at 5!
gotto go back to change. so mafan

i wan more outings again
i wan more mickey stuff! haha
I MISS MY MINNIE PURSE!!!!
MICKEY MISS YOU! (:

standing for 9 hours is no joke
i nearly wouldn't stand up when i sat in the mrt on my way home
many many things to remember
like where the stocks are kept
the price of the products
the dicounts the promotions
the membership cards
i can just go mad with those
and i have yet master the skills of gift wrapping.
arughhhhhh
the other staffs are nice people
and today im working with the super dao supervisor.
my nice supervisor just warned me that she can be nasty with newcomers
i'm dead for sure. since i'm super blur and super deaf
i hate this. i wish i nv have to work with her la.

the phone rang in the morning. and i was in bed
so i didn't pick up
but it kept ringing and ringing non stop
i went over and saw 6477....... at the id
and tot maybe it mdm lim
but she called yesterday already.
so i checked for yesterday id
but my mum deleted all
so i kept waiting waiting
and the phone kept ringing and ringing
and then it went off
mins over gwen msg me "are you gng school tmr? mdm lim called me"
haha luckily i nv pick up that call.
or else she gonna say " school haven ends you work so early. come to school!!!"
but anyway we going to sch tmr. since it the last day and most importantly havle day(:
just hope that they won't put me for work tmr.

i was thinking. maybe all the money i earn i should just save it.
either- save all in bank
or- pay for my remaining dental fees
or- give my daddy to pay debts
or- use it for my daily allowances for next yr

in either ways i just dun undertand why the concept of spending it to buy all the stuffs i wanted; never occurs to me. maybe those are really hard earned money that i wouldn't bear spending it!
i'm actually saving here haha
maybe i should save some, pay debts and leave some for my own. yup.
that should be it.
i just sovle the problem myself while typing.
i can muti task(:

meeting eve and rest for lunch at redhill market.
i really got to say this
cos she miss me hahahaa
(maybe say miss me as an excuse to eat at the market?)

but anyway i do miss them. espl'y eve
haha duno she notice anot.
after i work, our daily conversation on the phone stopped.
and the converencing with pop jo and eve.
and the farm!
I MISS YOU PEOPLE!